Chelsea Catastrophe™
Why hello lover.
I;d rather be hated for who i am than loved for who I;m not.
So here goess...
I'm a disaster.
But I’m not giving in this time.
I need someone to save me.
Because honestly I'm just a scared little girl with a pair of scissors.
Because honestly I'm sick of this fight and I just want it to be over.
Because I'm sick of being told I'm all these things I'm not.
You can take all my broken parts & change them around.
Just love me.
I have too many scars & too many stupid stories.
I can write for hours about my imperfections,
but ask me to name one good thing & I’m lost for words.
I can hide things extremely well if I want to,
Little examples of honesty hang on my wrists.
I am vulnerable. Extremely so, but it’s just another hidden aspect I hope you never notice.
I ruin relationships because I expect to get hurt.
Tell me I'm a dirty whore. Tell me anything. Just don't tell me you love me if you don't.
Two Years Ago...Something Happened. I Didn't Understand. Or Mabye I Chose Not To...
And now...I Finally understand.